if u seek amy.

3:47 AM Sunday, December 25, 2011

me is bored. lol

it's almost 4a.m and can't sleep.

nothing to do, so decided to fill this questionnaire.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage = mineral water

2. last phone call = eric

3. last text message = ipeh

4. last song you listened to = jason chen - best friend

5. last time you cried = i forgot.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice = no

7. been cheated on = maybe yes?

8. kissed someone & regretted it = no

9. lost someone special = yes

10. been depressed = yes

11. been drunk and threw up = no

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. white

13. red

14. pastel colors

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend = yes

16. Fallen out of love = no

17. Laughed until you cried = yes

18. Met someone who changed you = yes

19. Found out who your true friends were = yes

20. Found out someone was talking about you = yes

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = no

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = not sure about this one, half maybe?

24. Do you have any pets = ofcourse! mikki :3

25. Do you want to change your name = yes, especially my last name.

26. What did you do for your last birthday = got a surprises from my beloved friends, then i had a 'unbelievable' birthday dinner with family, lol

27. What time did you wake up today = 11a.m

28. What were you doing at midnight last night = spamming with shinchan and acil. >D

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = SEOUL TRIP, 111226 HELL YEAH

30. Last time you saw your Mother = 10 days ago

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = some of friends? lol

32. What are you listening to right now = All I Want for Christmas is You - Glee Cast

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?= yes, tommy? lol

34. What's getting on your nerves right now = there's too much

35. Most visited webpage = twitter, facebook, youtube, tumblr

37. Nickname = tere, sya, syasya, syatan(?), and many more lol

38. Relationship Status = single

39. Zodiac sign = Virgo

40. He or She = He

41. Elementary = Tarakanita 4

42. High School = SMAK 1 Penabur

43. College = not yet.

44. Hair color = dark brown

45. Long or short = long

46. Height = around 168-170cm maybe?

47. Do you have a crush on someone? = yes. aha

48. What do you like about yourself? = i'm not pretty sure about this. hmm.

49. Piercings = don't have and will never have

50. Tattoos= no

51. Righty or lefty= righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery = when i was 11 years old

53. First piercing = ears

54. First best friend = wina!

55. First sport you joined = basketball

56. First vacation = malaysia

58. First pair of trainers = can't remember

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = nothing

60. Drinking = nothing

61. I'm about to = sleep!

62. Listening to = jason chen - best friend chinese version <3

63. Waiting for = money? lololol

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? = yes!

65. Get Married? = maybe?

66. Career? = rich people. LOLOLOL

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes = eyes

68. Hugs or kisses = kisses

69. Shorter or taller = taller

70. Older or Younger = older

71. Romantic or spontaneous = spontaneous

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = nice body!

73. Sensitive or loud = loud

74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger = no

77. Drank hard liquor = yes

78. Lost glasses/contacts = yes

79. Sex on first date = no

80. Broke someone's heart = yes

81. Had your own heart broken = yes...

82. Been arrested = no

83. Turned someone down = yes

84. Cried when someone died= yes

85. Fallen for a friend = yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = yes

87. Miracles = yes!

88. Love at first sight = yes

89. Heaven = yes

90. Santa Claus = not really, but I do hope santa claus is real. >D

91. Kiss on the first date = yes?

92. Angels = yes

2:39 AM Monday, April 4, 2011

hyukjae :)

혁재 오빠~ 생일축해요! 영원히 행복하게, 신의 은총이 있기를, 사랑해요 <3 :)

Happy Birthday Lee Hyuk Jae ♥

You was born 25 years ago and your parents were smiling to see you for the first time, and now you have grown up and being everyone's Jewel boys :) Even we don't know each other, I'm glad to know you, as an idol who gives me an inspirations, and Lee Hyuk Jae himself who's being part of my life. Thanks for being a sun that shine my life when I feel worst, and being a moon that makes me calm when I'm not in a good mood.

and now I'm not wishing you to be more handsome because you're the definition of 'perfection' itself,

I'm not wishing you to get 'a things' because you already have everything you deserved,

and I'm not wishing you to be more popular because without you know, everyone in this world already known you as a Super Junior's Dancing Machine and ELF's Precious Jewel

I'm just wishing you to be healthy always, be happy forever, loved by many people and knowing that everyone loved you.

5:41 PM Monday, December 13, 2010

I miss those time.. how we spend our time together, gossiping together, playing together.
I miss your message in my inbox, that told me about your problems.
I miss the moments, when we were laughing together because of my stupidity and your stupidity.
and I'm sure it won't happen again in my future life.
cause now we're on different boat...

6:18 PM Saturday, September 25, 2010

Please said no if you can't.
You waste my time and my precious moment with my family.

3:26 PM Saturday, July 17, 2010

personality test

had nothing to do, and decided to took some personality test.
just for fun xD

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Get to know yourself better

from here : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Here is the analysis :

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

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The Real You

from here : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test81.aspx

Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

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Your hidden talent

from here : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test65.aspx

Here is the analysis:

The Artist

You love freedom and want to follow your heart's desires. You might not be at your best when dealing with other people. Once you are given the opportunity to work your chosen way, your gift will shine. A tip for you is not to concentrate too much on your own work, but widen your focus and consider the opinions of other people.

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The eating test

from here : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test43.aspx

Here is the analysis:

You are generally a calm person. You get excited when your favorite band is in town, when you are going on a date with your partner or when you and your friends are dancing. Your friends mean everything to you. You hate it when the summer is over.

You like art, and some poetry. You can throw a party, or help a friend put one together. You usually have no trouble finding dates, but you occasionally hit a dry spell. You like the outdoors, usually, and rainy weather doesn't bother you. You sometimes get jealous of people who are smarter or better looking than you, but you wouldn't hold it against them if you got to know them. You are on good terms with your parents, even though they annoy you once in a while. People tend to think you are reliable and trustworthy. You like animals.

2:10 AM Thursday, June 17, 2010

stupidity.

http://kpopsecrets.tumblr.com/post/703930484
weird fan is weird, how can she still calls herself an ELF. -________-;;;

1:04 AM Saturday, June 12, 2010

Chinese fan message

this is a message from Chinese fan to hyukjae, it was shared on hyukjae's baidu bar. i have read it again and again, this message is very touching, although this is an old message, shared around april 2010, but its never too late to share something amazing. :D

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Title: Lee Hyukjae

The one that will laugh until he fell is called Lee Hyukjae,
The one that will cry until he has no more image left is called Lee Hyukjae,
The one that sees dancing as his life is called Lee Hyukjae,
The one that will give it his all for his friends is called Lee Hyukjae,
The one with a child-like soul is called Lee Hyukjae.

The Lee Hyukjae that is always smiling actually feels insecure,
So he made a promise with us to only say it once,
The Lee Hyukjae that always cries is actually very strong,
So we never heard of the hardtimes during trainee period from him,
The Lee Hyukjae that is always hyper is actually afraid of being alone,
So he always does his best to treasure everyone around him,
The Lee Hyukjae that is very silly has a very delicate heart,
So he always felt that he didn't give enough to his members,
The Lee Hyukjae that will cry when he is happy,
What that Lee Hyukjae wants is actually very simple,
A stage, fans and friends and he can be satisfied.

Lee Hyukjae has a simple growth,
One Junsu, One Donghae, One Sungmin and one SJ is enough to say it all,
Lee Hyukjae's brain(thinking) is very simple,
Happiness and Blissed is enough to fill it all up,
Lee Hyukjae's heart is very simple,
There is only Forgive, Forget and Endure.

Everything about Lee Hyukjae is very simple, but is enough to let us remember it with our everything,
But we not know what pain is hidden behind that simple story,
How can it not be tiring that dark entertainment biz,
Our Lee Hyukjae only showed us the very best,
Lee Hyukjae, you are very strong actually, right?
Or else how did you managed to endure 6 years of trainee period?
Our Lee Hyukjae, actually you are very fragile/delicate,
Or else why is that part of your heart so easily being touched?

That Lee Hyukjae is always touching us with his unique style,
That Lee Hyukjae just have that ability to let us smile and cry,
Looking at that dorkish you,
Thinking whether you are truely happy,
Looking at that you with the silliest smile ever,
Is there any trace of tears that you wept secretly without letting us know,
Looking at the serious you,
Thinking if you are actually having a hard time,
Looking at the you that is always being tricked,
Thinking if that pure soul of yours has ever been hurt,
Thinking, and thinking... Just smiling like that,
My mouth is saying "stupid boy", but my tears just keep flowing.

So Lee Hyukjae,

If you are not happy, can you tell us?
If you are tired, can you rest for a while?
If you have been hurt, can you blow a temper too?

As compared to someone who wants to see you smile,
We are more than willing to be that someone who can cry with you and comfort you,

Never ever forget Lee Hyukjae, just like we will never forget ourselves,

Monkey?
Jewel?
Royal Highness (Chinese ELFs nickname of him)?

The cuteness of a Monkey, shining like a Jewel with the air of a Royalty, that's why we all love you.
And throwing away the shine of a star,
What we treasure the most is the pureness in Lee Hyukjae,
The silly smile on screen,
The craziest idea on reality,
And even these un-noticeable personality in him makes us want to know him more,
From trainee Lee Hyukjae until the shining Lee Hyukjae on stage,
No one will ever doubt what difficulties he ever faced,

While everyone is changing to suit and accomodate the entertainment world,
He is still using the silly way of Lee Hyukjae to walk his own way,
Can imagine how difficult the process is.
But he never gave up,
Because this is Lee Hyukjae, ain't it?

Can cry because of his members,
And never ever thought that maybe he can be more selfish,
Even if this is the case,
There are still people that say,
"Lee Hyukjae you should be more close with Lee Donghae",
"Lee Hyukjae you should treat Sungmin better",
"Lee Hyukjae how could you replace Junsu in your heart?",

Really want to tell you that if you are selfish and think of youself just for once,
We will not blame you,
If you have to forget the pain, forgive and finds it hard one day,
We will be with you,
Our heart hurts because of your silly-ness, your stupid-ness and the stubborness in your heart.

You treasure Kim Junsu, your childhood friend,
You treasure Lee Sungmin, the one who grew with you,
You treasure Lee Donghae, the one who was with you through thick and thin,
You treasure the members with you always,
But you forget to treasure Lee Hyukjae.

The one who gave up 3 chances of debut because of Kim Junsu,
The one who doesn't like Seafood but bought Seafood for Lee Donghae,
The one who is stingy but promised to buy expensive gift for Lee Donghae,
The one that doesnt manage your cyworld but told Lee Donghae that you will always be there when he needed you the most,
The silly boy that always give Lee Donghae all the sense of securities in the world,
The one that took the public bus just to send Lee Sungmin home
The one that stayed up all night just to write a birthday song for leader Teuk,
The one that worries so much for Kangin but couldn't say a thing,
The one that always doesnt' care about his image in SJ shows,
The one that cry for members, cry for success, but never cry for himself,

Actually, Kim Junsu has Kim Jaejoong, you need not worry about him,
Actually, Lee Sungmin has Kim Youngwoon, he can protect him,
Actually Lee Donghae has Kim Heechul, he will take care of him,
Please love and take care of yourself more.

Everyone uses the word "Silly", "Dorkish" and "Cry-baby" on you,
But those who knows you well will say,
"Lee Hyukjae isnt silly, he is using his eyes to see the pretty world fully",
"Lee Hyukjae isnt dorkish, he is using the simplier way to treat everything",
"Lee Hyukjae is no crybaby, he is just so innocent that he doesn't know how to protect himself".

Please remember these people are always behind you:
Teuk Omma, the one that always brings you along no matter where,
Heechul, the one that still won't led you astray,
Hangeng, the one who can't really speak (korean) well but says he loves you,
Yesung, the one that always complain that you dont visit him,
Kangin, the one that always bully you but treats you the best,
Shindong, the one that says he is the closest with you on screen,
Sungmin, the one that always stands besides you,
Donghae, the one that life isn't complete without you,
Siwon, the one that always catches your tears or you,
Ryeowook, the one that always worries you can't eat well and cry,
Kibum, the one that gently blow your eyes for you,
Kyuhyun, the one that shouts for you to come back,
ELFs, the one that is ALWAYS supporting you forever,
Eunhyuk's fans, the one that wants to cry and smile with you always.

Don't always give all the happiness to us,
We wants to wipe your tears for you too.
Lord's child Lee Hyukjae -- Wish that you will be happy forever.

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Credit: LH97 @ Eunhyuk's baidu
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